Update, update, who's got the update?

Not me I'll tell ya. My life is just one big boring blah right now. Looking for a job is depressing, while in the meantime trying to do odd jobs that people throw at you, hoping for enough money to pay at least one bill. I've become very good friends with the nanny named Fran, and also learned how to do numerous craft projects that I hope to one day try. And please, I don't need anybody to tell me to get out of the house and put myself out there for people to hire me, because trust me, I've heard it all a bazillion times before. When your family is only concerned about making money and retirement security, not if you're actually happy, it kinda makes you want to run far far away and never look back. So...any suggestions where to go?