ugh...I really want to keep this updated but I just can't think of anything really important to say. I guess it doesn't really have to be mind blowing or awe inspiring, but every time I sit down to write something it sounds stupid to me. I should just suck it up and write whatever I feel and not worry about what other people think. That's my problem I know. I worry so much what other people think I suppress what I'm really feeling. Whoa, where did that come from? OK, I just wanted to update a little since it's been a while so I'm just gonna end this now and save the philosophical stuff for another time.

No, really...