Tonight my fingers started itching to make some again, and since my friend Crystal just had a house built and has a very sad and bare fridge door I thought I would make her some. I have two sizes, little 2 inch marbles, and then bigger idon'tknowwhatsize marbles. I was going to make the big ones for her, but when I got all my stuff out i couldn't find my big magnets. so she's getting small ones. Anyway, here's some pictures of the ones I made tonight. Nothing fancy, but I think they're pretty cute.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
gettin crafty
Tonight my fingers started itching to make some again, and since my friend Crystal just had a house built and has a very sad and bare fridge door I thought I would make her some. I have two sizes, little 2 inch marbles, and then bigger idon'tknowwhatsize marbles. I was going to make the big ones for her, but when I got all my stuff out i couldn't find my big magnets. so she's getting small ones. Anyway, here's some pictures of the ones I made tonight. Nothing fancy, but I think they're pretty cute.
Thursday, August 27, 2009
dollywood yesterday!
Monday, August 24, 2009
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
catching up is hard to do
And then I saw this little spider on the fern so I thought I would include him in the party. Not that I like spiders but he felt left out.
Since I had a day off work today I decided to start on a project that I've had on the waiting list for a few months now. I thought it was going to be easy, but it was a lot more involved than I anticipated and it seems like every time I start sewing my allergies act up and I spend the day with tissues stuffed up my nose so I'm able to use the sewing machine without dripping snot everywhere. Sorry but that the way it is.
Anyway, I got a good start on the booties before I just absolutely had to stop for fear of blowing my nose to pieces. It started raining so I took a break and got out the camera again and got a few water drop shots. I want to be able get better at spontaneously taking pictures and not worrying about what people think.
It occurred to me the other day while I was waiting for my dog to go potty that I take a lot of close up shots. I love to get right up on something and see how much detail I can get. But it was just one of those "aha" moments that I was bumming about not being good at landscape shots like this guy whose pictures make me want to cry they're so beautiful. My sister laughed at me when I told her that, but it's the truth. This little voice in my head said "you take close up shots because you can't see the big picture". Wow. Is that true? Am I so caught up in my own life that I can't see what's going on around me? If so then I need to change something, and not just so I can take better pictures, but because if I'm only concerned with myself then I'm not doing the will of God. I take things as they come, you know? I know I can't change something that's already happened so what's the point in worrying about it? If God wants it to be this way or that way, who am I to question His methods? I've never worried much about what's going to happen next because I figure God knows what he's doing. Does that mean there's something wrong with me? I do know it's not all about me, and most of the time I put the credit off on somebody else, then why am I still so self-centered?
I think though maybe it comes from the knowledge that He tells us this in Matthew "But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." But if I'm not worrying about tomorrow shouldn't I be using that energy to forward His kingdom? The answer is most definitely yes, but am I doing it? Sadly no. Knowing that God will take care of all my needs does not forgive me from going out and helping others who have far less than me.
I know I've rambled far off the subject, but I don't know how else to express this realized feeling of being so insignificant because I'm so wrapped up in my own little bubble I don't see the suffering that goes on at my own doorstep. The Bible tells us in 1 Corinthians 12:27 "The body is a unit, though it is made up of many parts; and though all its parts are many, they form one body. So it is with Christ." In fact that whole chapter describes being part of the body of Christ. And maybe knowing this is part of the reason I do close ups. I'm just a small part of something much, much bigger and to try to be more than I am would not work. Maybe I'm not supposed to "see the big picture" just yet. Although in my head it sounded like a negative thing. That sounds stupid to compare taking pictures to being a part of God. I don't know how else to explain it. I guess that's why I didn't major in philosophy.
Ugh, the more I write the more confused I get so I'm just gonna stop now and let it go as what is is. I'll try to start looking past the end of my nose and see what happens.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
oh the possibilities
My wysteria vine is taking off like a rocket after 3 years of coaxing and babying and hoping. yay! Maybe it will actually get flowers on it before I keel over.
AND!! I totally meant to say this last night, but when I got to Q's house to pick her up for the book club I had a box waiting for me from another friend and look what was in it!!
Monday, August 10, 2009
post book club extravaganza
The taco fixin's I didn't get to eat but enjoyed looking at.
While we waited on everybody to get there Q played with the baby while I took pictures. He's so cute.
My non-spicy non-hard mushy bean burrito with cheese and lettuce.
And yes, dang it, I put a tiny bit o' mild salsa on it.
After we ate and discussed the book and there was only me, my sister, and Q left we discussed tattoos and where to get them. This is the one i would like to get between my shoulder blades. It's the triple suns from "The Dark Crystal"
Although, this one is nice too. We talked about getting this one on the inside of our wrist, since there's three of us and that's where Q wants her next one. If I ever actually go through with it, I'll have a hard time deciding.
book club here i come
Well, I must go get ready and pick up Q so we can start not eating tacos. Boo.
Thursday, August 06, 2009
on top of it all
I had dental surgery today to remove a baby tooth that was dying. They drilled a hole in my bone and put an implant in the hole so that later they can put a cap on it and nobody will ever know that I have a fake tooth.
not feeling so hot....
Monday, August 03, 2009
that's what you get for showing off
ok, I have not updated in forever but I feel the need to do so today. Over the weekend I went swimming at the creek, my first time in 2 years, and ended up not being able to walk. Let me elaborate.
I am a member of the Flickr group Self Portrait Challenge and this months theme is childhood. I got the brilliant idea to take a shot of me at the creek since that's where I spent a large chunk of my childhood summer days. I had visions of me getting the perfect shot as I jumped off the big rock where we used to swim and visions of me jumping gracefully into the water to get that perfect shot. Two things....I haven't been swimming in the aforementioned 2 years, and I am not graceful.
My first set of pics was all me standing on the rock because I waited too long to jump. The second and third set was...wrong. So I decided to get creative and go up higher to get a different angle. The water was up because of the rain and it was a little murky. I had forgot that in the particular spot where I was aiming to jump the water was shallower so as I jumped I was not expecting to hit solid rock. But I did. My left foot hit the rock and my right butt cheek followed. I just thought, dang I'm gonna have a bruise on my butt. Oh I was so wrong. My foot hurt a little but I just figured it would go away but as the day grew to a close I could not put any pressure at all on my heel. It hurt super bad.
So I figured it wasn't broken since I could sit on it and it didn't hurt. Only when I tried to walk. The first dr i went to basically told me, hey you have a bone spur and you hit it. Here's some medicine and wear tennis shoes. Wow. Really? I didn't know that. I wasted $100 for her to tell me something I already knew.
The second dr I went to (yes, ok? i was desperate and in pain) told me I had a tiny hairline fracture on the bottom of my heel and to wear a boot cast for 6 weeks and it might get better by then. Well, at least he told me something I can understand.
So now with 2 totally different opinions I still can't walk and the people at work are mad at me for making them come in on their day off. Can I help it if I can't walk? If I had a desk job it wouldn't be so bad but chasing after kids all day you kinda need all you limbs to work.
In any case, that's my update. If I can get myself together I'll try very hard to update more often. Those of you that know me and bother to read this are laughing right now.
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
"Stupid garbage compactor ..."
maybe it's late hour but this is freakin' hilarious!! Seriously I have tears in my eyes from laughter and I'm wheezin' like a fat man going uphill cause I don't wanna wake anybody up...
ok, carry on......
Monday, March 09, 2009
self portrait challenge is....challenging
My uncle's lake house is the perfect place to take numerous pictures, which I soon will not be able to take advantage of because he has put it up for sale. It breaks my heart because I know that soon I will no longer be able to come to the place where a majority of my childhood summers were spent. Sometimes I feel like bursting out and crying "How am I supposed to get married at the lake if you sell the house?", because that was one of the options I had for my wedding (the other was Cades Cove but that's another story). If there was any way I thought I would be able to live there I would do it in a heartbeat. I'm not a public swimmer, so losing the privacy is gonna be hard but I guess I'll have to get over it. Maybe it won't sell this summer and we can still go there and swim in the privacy that it offers....is that being mean?
I couldn't decide which shot to use for this week's challenge, so I may use one of the other ones I took for next week. Is that cheating?
Friday, February 27, 2009
can I vent for a sec?
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Final week of SPC Introduce yourself

My first thought was "dang it she stole my idea" but I decided to post it anyway because 1) I already took the shot 2) I don't have time this week to come up with a new one 3) it 's not her fault she posted before me, who knew we would have similar ideas? and 4) even though they are slightly similar in feel, they are totally, totally different. You may not see the similarities, but I do.
This is my introduction to the trail where I spent a majority of my childhood, where every spring if the water is high enough we go tubing over and over, where you can go at any point in the summer and find any number of people camping and sometimes bathing in the creek ( hey I live in the foothills of the Cumberland mountain range, I'm a "hillbilly").
This is the trail to the creek where one day a few summers ago I was tubing in the rain with a friend and we just happen to pass under some branches with the largest number of snakes I have ever seen in my life, there was no way around it so we had to go through it. That was a fun day. This is also the trail that freezes over in the winter and very large icicles that we like to go and break hang from the cliff face. That's a tradition in my family. It's not winter until you break the first icicles on the trail.
Yep, this is one of my top 5 places to go, any time. If you live anywhere near here and you own a kayak you've probably been to my creek, and I've probably seen you and whined about not owning a kayak to anyone who happened to be with me at the time.
So here is me, showing you my trail. I have more to say about it on my flickr page if you want to click on the picture.
Friday, February 13, 2009
I went to see a preview of a new movie for the IMAX theater near the Chattanooga aquarium last night. It was good but all the swimming 3-D fish gave me a headache.

They did a speaker demonstration before the movie started which was cool. I wasn't that impressed with the whole experience, does that make me a bah-humbug person?
These are some of the speakers.

Since the weather has been warm for a few days I've been noticing my flowers sprouting and it's so exciting to know that pretty soon my yard will be full of beautiful colors and wonderful smells.
My cats are spending more time outside since the weather is warmer and I like to watch them jump over each other while they play and climb trees and just be nosy cats.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
SPC Week 2 Introduce Yourself
Anyway, so I first found Self Portrait Challenge way back when it was Self Portrait Tuesday and I really don't remember how I found it. I was surfing blogs and found it on one I was looking at.
I'm a simple girl really. I live in the house my grandparents bought when they moved off the mountain to be closer to town. I don't know how many times I'm going to get to post this month so I'm going to put more than one picture in this post. Just to give you an idea, you know.

Someone once asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up, and my answer was "I want to be a mommy". That hasn't happened yet, and I'm beginning to wonder but in the meantime I am surrounded by children every day. Yes, I work at a daycare and sometimes I seriously reconsider having kids. Seriously.

I shop at thrift stores, I enjoy going to the Smoky mountains. It doesn't take that much to amuse me although there are quite a few things that bore me. I am amazed at the women that home school their kids, are so very crafty, have their own organic gardens, and have time to document it with photos and blogs. Where do they find the time and energy? They are truly super heros.
I have a weird sense of humor,
I'm shy until you get to know me.
I really enjoy acting in plays at my local theater, as well as working back stage and working with costumes. The costumes are my new favorite thing to do.
A recent photo of my feet in costume as I'm waiting to go onstage.

That's me to begin with, I hope to post more often but you just never know with me. I'm unpredictable that way.





