So, after I've had time to reflect, I know that there's nothing I can do about this situation. He's obviously decided (long ago) that his new love/fiance/obsession is more important than friends, so what can I do but move on. I don't need the heartache, and besides, God has so much better for me that he doesn't even compare.
I think I just needed to vent a little and actually put my feelings in writing to see how utterly useless it is to stress over some self-absorbed guy that has no cncern for my feelings. I'll just insert a "Right On!" here because I know when my sister reads this that's what she's gonna say.
I think this seems all jumbled up when I look back at what I wrote and probably doesn't make sense, but it's the best I can manage right now.
I'll be happier tomorrow.
1 comment:
(((Leia))) It'll be okay...you just wait and see ;) It's true...we ALL experience heart break, but fortunately, time really DOES heal all wounds...I'll be 30 years old in August and have experienced QUITE a bit of crapola...from girl friends stabbing me in the back to guys breaking up with me and my parents wanting a divorce...and all the nasty stuff in between. Give it enough time and you will recover. Until then...may I recommend a good Whitman's Sampler and a Dr. Pepper? <3
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